Thursday, December 30, 2010

打包 2010 做纪念

白天在飞机上望出窗外, 把手掌贴在玻璃上, 仿佛能一把捉住全世界;
夜晚飞机降落在城市机场时, 陆地上的粒粒颗颗的灯火最为赏心悦目。

365 天内五次单程的飞机, 不多, 也不少, 但耗了的是许多人都说有它万事能的, 钱。
六月份在飞机上认识到一位为人开朗且健谈的大姐姐。 她是怡保人, 刚巧结束诗巫的公干, 两小时的飞机, 就这样, 旅行经历, 摄影技巧分享, 成功的事业经验, 坚守的人生原则, 霹雳啪啦谈到亚航吉隆坡机场。



前往狮城的巴士上, 也遇到了一对热心的夫妇。 他们是许多人尤其我们年轻人的学习楷模, 就这样,和友人,夫妇四人开心地聊到新加坡, 就这样, 我们也交换了彼此的联系方式。 在地铁上上‘搭上’一位美女问路。 美女是狮城人, 长相有如徐若萱, 在美国就读经济学放假回来。 一口流利的中文让我刮目相看! 新加坡人的中文有那么标准吗? 疑心麻麻。 原来她在中国参与过学生交换计划, 也非常热爱中文。 下了地铁, 就这样, 我们只有一面之缘。

在 NUS 友人的宿舍楼也很有缘地碰到马来西亚的学生。 她是个非常友善的女生, 爱辩论, 优秀杰出, 同时文字张力令人咋舌的女生。 在面子书上加了她, 就这样, 我们偶尔都会保持联络, 互相鼓励互相关心互相分享。

云顶的巴士上, 也碰到一位友善的马大四年级生, 同样是一起去度假。 他很清楚自己的梦想, 很清楚自己的梦想, 很计划自己的方向。 同样地, 我们滔滔不绝, 是爱讲话? 还是爱分享? 很显然地, 我们都爱分享。 还是一样, 我们只有一面之缘。

不晓得为何, 我就是很喜欢在不熟悉的地方去结交来自不同文化背景的朋友。 一面之缘, 也许就有如人们常说的, 他们是我们生命中的过客。 很珍惜他们, 就像珍惜身边的家人朋友一样!  仔细地想一想, 生命中若不是这些人, 那岂不是乏味郁闷吗?

生活中, 本来就有个原理, 来的来, 去的去。 旧的不去, 新的不来。 当然这话不能运用在每个人情事务上。 但很肯定地, 失去了什么, 就学到了什么。 学习看开, 学习衡量, 学习适时地回应没关系, 学习什么不值得我们在乎, 看清什么最重要, 什么最适合自己, 什么是自己想要的。

2010 年的结束, 也让自己 18 岁的疯狂史划上句点。 2010 的结束, 也意味着我正迈入 19 的天空。 某年某月某日你得到了他她, 某年某月某日你失去了他她。 爱情不是生活的全部, 但它教会了我们怎样去爱一个人。

也许我很想她, 也许我还在意她, 但这一切已完全不重要。 也许某一天, 我们会在街头的某个角落遇见, 轻轻地微笑问候, 然后知道各自都过得很好。

打包 2010 的回忆作纪念。 让自己每天都增值, 考好的成绩申请号的大学。

在多哈逗留五个小时等待转机, 也在杜拜城市逛了几下, 搭上飞机, 和空姐空少, 机长副机长继续旅途。 梦想起飞, 加油哦, 人生新的一页开始了! =)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

学习老鹰的飞翔式

老鹰飞翔时, 拍动翅膀的次数比其它鸟类来得少, 但它去飞得特别高, 特别远。

昨晚和友人聊天时发现, 我是该缓一缓脚步了。 我想飞得高飞得远, 但却扭曲了自己的原则, 这样真的不好。

人生是需要计划的, 也要学习见风转舵。 在过两个月就好好让自己放个假吧。 囚鸟的生活形态不可以就这样过一整年。 加油吧!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

It's a Beautiful Day

It's a Beautiful Day!

A brother shared Lord's words with me for 2 hours just now. Yeah, it did buck me up. Believe in God and lead your burden to Him. It's a beautiful day, rejoice it!

Merry Christmas! =)

Thursday, December 23, 2010

那一年起, 地球不再为我转动。

遗憾是美的, 回忆是美的。 那一年起, 发现那地球已停止位我转动。

曾经有那么一个人, 这么说过, 只要你踏出第一步, 其余的 99 步由我来。 曾经有那么一个人, 夜里翻来覆去时, 脑海里会闪过他的影子。 我们以前是那么的要好, 但现在一切已不一样了。 惨不忍睹的故事结尾只能用文字去美化它。

曾经有那么一个人是那么的在乎你。 曾经, 不善交际的你是被他的开朗个性熏陶成一个喜欢群体生活的班长。 曾经无数的日子我们一起交换心情, 一人一辆摩托车环游整个家乡。

如今, 这段友情已逝去。 那颗拥有恒星寿命长度的卫星已不再我宇宙的隧道上。

回忆究竟还是回忆, 人终究还是要回到现实生活中。 把自己过得更好。

今天的你, 快乐了吗?

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

No fear, move on.

It was an awesome night with ECAians for the Christmas celebration. Awesome day for me, finally i hit a sale.

Lord, i need you so much. Give me confidence and get rid of my tiredness. Everything is getting better and better.

I spent my whole day in Puchong Jaya. Yeah, have to get used of it. I just need a buck up and  a cuddle for this moment. That's all, take a rest and life's going on. Stay strong for my dreams. Lord, you are always blessing me and i appreciate it. Miracles keep appearing in my daily life. Cheers.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Go Go Brother!

I guess i had found out the reason why i felt like get lost these few days. Yeah, blame the money!

Insomnia, blame the nap. Haha, stop blaming boy, positive thinking please! Okay, yea, actually i'm worrying about my new free launch, advertising sales which is going to start next week.

Perhaps the target makes me feel suck. But if I go through it and accomplish an excellent sales, then I can get what i desperate for. Doing business is my favourite and I should enjoy it, get rid of me you stress.

No Penang Trip, no Sabah Trip, no Sibu vacation, no Christmas Dinner. Well, fight for the target! Law of Attraction! Come on Baby!

Blame this! Blame that! Stop blaming and start to think of what you love. The Law of Power!

Go Go you brother!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Winter 2010

This and that about me this December.
















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Thursday, December 16, 2010

It Might Be

Again, how's world today? hmm.. :)
What a silly question? haha, yup, it's quite lmao..

So today is 7th day of my holidays rite? yup. aisk, this self-conversation is kinda lame wey.
It is 16th of December, cool, gonna say goodbye to 2010. It's hard to say goodbye but time flows. Mr. Nobody can control the time. Well, 2010 is a memorial year for me. Things come and go. "Yes, you can lose somebody overnight, yes, your whole life can be turned upside down. Life is short. It can come and go like a feather in the wind." I cited it from a certain webpage. Absolutely. Tears and smile, gain and lose, good or bad, France or State, and many more. Seriously, it is harsh for me and i'm trying to go through it now.

Some said you did all things wrong; some says yeah dude, i support you, follow your heart, follow your dreams. Some asked, lad, are you clear with what you wana be in the future? Questions and questions were asked doubtly. And yet, I have to spend few years to prove myself. It is my choice and i deserved for all its consequences. 'Good sold is not refundable'. Man, I have my consumer's right and i had chose what suit me the best. As stubborn as when you was in high school? Ah, perhaps, haha!

Seniors, Terence and Jane are transfering to State next Spring. Some of my friends are busying with their Fall application. And me, TOEFL is waiting for me. 365 days is short, rushing this rushing that, life is short, do cheerishing every moment you have. I'm trying to aply this theory in my daily life. Couldn't get used of it right now, but soon i will. 

Hmmm... I miss my family, my friends, and i miss everything in Sibu. Distance makes heart grows fonder. Few more seasons and you will be free Chris. Christmas is coming. I might skip this Christmas, no I will.

Everything is fine here, enjoy your life! Ciao~

Friday, December 10, 2010

爸爸的简讯

千言万语说不尽... 爸爸希望你努力求学... 主耶稣祝福你...

发信人:

+6019xxxxxxx

发送于:
2010 年12月9日
20:16:05

三个月了。。 爸谢谢你。。。 我会努力的。。

Thursday, December 2, 2010

2010/12/02 | 16.56 | 33'C

感谢主, 校方刚打来通知我三千零吉的奖学金还有效, 下学期就可以省下三千块的学费了。

放学回家时, 发现户口里多了两百块, 不多不少, 妈妈心疼他宝贝儿子了, 哈。。 谢谢你们啊老爸老妈。

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

天亮以前

希腊和埃及都好特别。 希望可以很快地到那里开始人生的第一次背包旅行。

最近, 摄影已成为了我生活中不可割舍的一部分了。

学费, 生活费, 还有很多很多。。 好好存钱, 好好赚钱, 加油!











=) 总有一天!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

My World Map

I just bought a map last week. Here it is!



Traveling around the world is one of my dreams. I pasted it in front of my study desk to motivate myself whenever i feel dispair and exhausted of the setbacks and challenges in life. Yup! That's me! :)

So, how's life treating you recently? Everything is fine here. Indoor activities throughout this Fall semester, kinda lame. Currently gear up for my final, wish me good luck, I'll try my best. Cheerishing every moment in your life. Be grateful with what you have now. Life supposed to be fun and joyful. =D

Although the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched now, at least for the time being, I can feel them with my one-and-only heart.


Ciao~

Friday, November 19, 2010

这阵子

说真的, 日子很平淡。 上课, 工作, 准备考试, 上网, 没什么愉快, 心情起伏都处在平淡和压力之间。

房友刚结束了他的先修班, 过两天就回去美里等大学的通知信。 屋内原本的八个人, 两个先结束了他们的课程, 其他三个回去家乡。 接下来的圣诞月要在这小屋度过了, 或许那时候在外庆祝也不一定。

日子一天一天的过, 我也一直一直地跟时间赛跑。 这个月的打工计划就告一段落, 因为得专心读书备考了。 下午和报馆的员工谈恰了一些兼职的事情, 十二月要挑战的是报章广告员的工作, 感觉好压力。。 因为要背的是一些些风险, 好, 不怕。。

一切都还蛮顺利的。 十一月十九日, 我想。。 农历新年的航班也该爆满了吧。。

我在想, 爸爸买下自己人生的第一间房子的那一刻, 是怎么样的感觉, 一定很棒吧。 赚钱很不容易, 更何况是买下一间房子, 不管它多大多小。 听妈说老爸最近身体不是很好。。 怎么了。。。

好想找个时间出去拍照偷闲, 可是都没时间, 考试完后吧, 三个星期后。。

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

透不过气


再忙再累, 也要专心地完成每一件事, 我告诉自己。 现在的生活或许让我透不过气, 可是我喜欢偶尔乐在其中的感觉。 我相信苦尽甘来。

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Thursday, November 11, 2010

给自己的话

给自己的话: 我已经有预感到以后的我,会比现在来的更忙。 并没有害怕,只是一直在告诉自己。 要更爱自己多一点; 买东西,买自己想买的东西; 吃东西,吃自己想吃的东西; 去自己想去的地方; 穿出自己的品位; 收集自己想收集的物品; 约自己想见面的人约会。。。 总之一句话,就是爱自己多一点。 给单身的我和单身的你。 =)

看到一些背包旅行爱好者们的相簿, 欧洲, 北美, 南非, 中东。。 我也想去旅行了, 做个背包客环游东西 南北, 感受异国文化, 希望未来的两年旅行和摄影将完全和我合为一体。 我很喜欢旅行的感觉。 =)













这是其他背包旅客的作品, 和大家分享。 就两年! 好好读书啊, 对自己的吩咐! :) 愿大家生活愉快。


P/S: 最近是该戒掉上网的坏习惯了, 要专心读书啊。

Saturday, November 6, 2010

爱情, 过后。。

你已经不再是我的恒星, 我也不再绕着你转。
今晚脑海里都是你, 我好想你。。
想起你, 泪水还是会不知所措。。
现在的我很好, 比以前好, 也有比以前进步多了一些。。
你说你会记得我, 还记得吗? :'(
只是今晚突然很想你, 就只是今晚。。
你也过得很好吧?
我在学着习惯不被疼惜, 学着把你放在内心最深处。
我现在专心地在追求我的理想, 生活忙碌, 沮丧时特别容易想起你, 但你已不属于我的。。
回到原点, 也许它是一件好事, 至少它就像是带我乘坐小叮当的时光机, 现在有从大雄的抽屉爬出来。。


我還是悄悄的愛上了你,你不需要感到驕傲,也不需要感到愧疚
我還是偷偷的想念著你,你不需要覺得訝異,也不需要明白什麼
我還是默默的傷心懷念,你不需要知道明了,也不需要慰問感傷。
我還是天天的不知所措,愛上了一個你.放棄我的你
 
 
生日快乐。。 我想你了。 我会把你忘记, 一定会。。

Thursday, November 4, 2010

说不完的分享

04/11/2010                   星期四                       室内                   音乐: 两个人的下雪天

许慧欣甜美的歌声在我耳边旋绕。。 不知不觉过来西马读书已六个月多了, 2010 年还剩下58 天。 我今天 18.84383562 岁。

这个十八像是我人生中的十字路口, 决定我的去向。 很庆幸, 我们都已掌握好自己的未来蓝图了。 老掉牙地说, 人生就像是长途巴士, 有人上车, 有人下车, 路旁风景各样格式, 很美很精彩, 车上坐着的是来自不同背景的过客, 上帝是巴士司机。 很快的就要进入冬天了, 明年的冬天将会在美国度过, 好期待啊。

Meteorologists in the UK consider winter to be the three coldest months of December, January and February

一直以来都分不清四季的我, 今年才懂, 华人的农历春节, 并非真正的春天, 因为正月和二月其实还是属于冬天所拥有的。 生长在热带国家, 也没能机会感受四季的变化, 但至少这里风调雨顺天气好, 哼。。

学会惜福, 学会珍惜, 学会去爱, 学会无所谓, 是我这最近评估考试的论文。 我在诗巫有全世界最大的房子, 最疼我的人们, 最好吃全免的美食。 开始学会一餐吃两块钱的, 买要买便宜的会耐用的, 时间要去争取要跑赢它, 书要努力去读考到最好, 学要好好去学不要懒惰。 这里的脚步好快, 坐在电脑荧幕前沉思, 仿佛一眨眼, 睡了一觉, 时间就这样悄悄地, 溜走了。

许多事情,总是在经历以后才会懂得,一如感情:错过了,遗憾了,才知道其实生活并不需要这么多无谓的执著。 执着是我之前的‘特色’, 但如今不同了, 要学会配合其他人事物, 这样才能在这现实的社会立足并占一席之地。 我很爱我现在所拥有着的一切, 也绘策好了我的人生蓝图, 还有我的梦想大学。 主啊, 这一路, 我需要你的扶持。

I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. - Steve Jobs



傻孩子。你在乎一個人沒有錯,那個人曾經也在乎過你。那樣就已足夠。

傻孩子。你只是為了一個人打碎了心牆,最後唯剩滿地碎片自己收拾。
傻孩子。下一次,別傻傻的奉出真心,你那顆心,不是人人都稀罕的。

这个来临的假期, 想要找多些外快好让自己的一切计划圆圆满满, 在一年的时间内。 我爱圣诞, 十五岁开始爱上这节日, 它很温馨, 很浪漫, 同时也让怕寂寞的人容易感到孤独。 圣诞老公公, 如果你不介意的话, 今年我想跟你要一份小小的神秘小礼, 可以吗? 呵呵。。  明年的冬天, 我想对你说, 我们美国见, ok? ;)

继续加油, 要感恩知足, 我知道家里最疼我的人在等着我发光的那天。
好吧, 要预祝我接下来 14 天马拉松式的打工达人计划进行成功, 也要提醒自己努力读书。 生活愉快, 晚安。 =)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Welcome Change

Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.    =)

Thursday, October 28, 2010

白色心情



晚上十一点三十分, 绕着公园跑了五圈。 哈哈, 因为最近想练体力。

昨天下午在 kelana jaya 出席一个 promoter training. 因为接下来的月头有个为期两个星期的大减价, 它的 工资也很不赖。 原来 sales 真的不容易做, 除了口才, 我们还需懂得创新, 勇气也是大不可缺的一块。 上星期的周末在 midvalley 作了两天的 promoter, 也学到了一些在新的东西, 也有了新的尝试, 接下来要做的就是推高业绩。 5 号到 18 号。。 是上课的日子, 所以时间应该是超满的吧。

还是老样子, 这里的生活就是忙忙忙。 上课, 温书, 工作, 几乎每有消遣。 这次回来和上一次的情况完全不同。 说真的, 还蛮累的, 对于家里的少爷我而言。。 睡眠时间少, 考试一箩接一箩, 还有课业的压力, 追巴士, 追火车。 这条路真的没那么容易。。 然而还是很庆幸做了这个决定, 不管结果怎样, 我都得奋力地去拼搏下去。

最近就是一样, 吃素来省钱, 毕竟这里的生活费真的太高了。 生活就是这样, 有许多人在你身边来来去去, 大学的生活, 大家各忙各的, 根本没时间去交心。 也不知多久没和朋友掏心掏肺聊个不停了。 压力真的好大好大, 必须适时在部落格宣泄。 好想念家里的美食也, 也好怀念以前每天睡到自然醒的日子。 我好想和妈妈煮的鸡汤啊。 以前在家就像在菜馆, 想吃什么, 老妈都会尽量满足我们, 跟现在相比, 是天壤之别。


在这里最开心的三件事: 成绩的颜色一直在飞, 领到工钱, 睡到自然醒。

=)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

How am I today

Exausted and Stressed





                                                                                                        How's World today?
                                                                                                         How's dad today?

Friday, October 22, 2010

Learning

Hi Peace, i'm updating my blog again. :)                                         

Current listening - A piano song

It's Friday! Yeah, thanks God. haha. Had finished my class at 4. I had done my English final draft, about a definition essay. Oww, i feel great, coz i worried it these days so much, i scared i ccouldn't do well. Feel more relax now. And i have got back my Calculus Mid-term exam paper. The marks is out of expectation, probably i should do it better. But it's ok, i will try my best as well in the coming exam. I will have a volunteering task for Moral 2ml morning. Have to meet up at TBS before 7AM! Gosh~~ It's Saturday lar Sir~~ But what to do, it's a volunteering job, a meaningful job. =) After all i will have my new part time job in Midvalley for 2ml n the day afetr it.

Recently i was busying with plenty of assignment and exam. Time is totally packed but sometimes i will waste my time facebooking. =X  My final exam will be in the coming 42 days. Be prepared!

College life is busier than my expectation. There is no time for entertainment if you can't manage your time well. I learn to be hardworking, independent and be mature coz i have to face the challenges in life by myself most of the time. Luckily i have awesome friends in Taylors and helpful housemates here. And my lovely parents who support my studies in KL. I know my plan had totally stress them up, but what to do now is i have to look forward, just like what mum told me. Don't always think from the negative side. Believe in what you have now, appreciate it and treasure it well. Life is sometimes tortuous but we have our right to decorate it with what we want.

Whenver i was despaired by the academic or other stuff, i learn to calm down and let myself to eliminate in a short time. After that, i have to move on and walk on. Don't let pessimistic to substitue your time. There's still lot of works and studies we should do. Outcome out of expectation, well, i will try my best next time. Everything is going to be better. That's not the end of the world. Buck up yourself and expel those grief stuff. 'That's nothing for me man!'

Haha, that's all for my sharing in this post. Hopefully my point is clear.
Cherish every moment of your life. Have a nice day guys. Happy weekend! =)

Thursday, October 21, 2010

A Peaceful Nite

I was urged to blog after finished revising 2 chapters of Sociology textbook. Gonna sit for Socio Test 2 n Socio Midterm next Thursday. This is a super hectic semester for me. Ouch, 6 subjects! Well, i believe i can manage them since I had decided to do extra 2 subjects in A&D Week previously.

I used to take my meals in a Vegetarian Restaurant recently. RM2 per meal! including drink. Haha, sounds very worthwhile isn't it? Yea, that's not bad, i can kill 2 birds with one stone.

Gonna start my new part time job this weekend. How wil it be? In fact i could start it last weekend but i was Ffked by the company in the last minute.

Plenty of homeworks to go. Econs, Acct and English Essay somemore. I'm currently doing definition essay: Definition of LOVE. wth, my previous draft is unacceptable as it's more to classification essay. All the homeworks due on this Friday. ==

I'm desperated for the coming semester break. 49 days to Go.

Anyway, life is full of joy though. Go ahead with my uncompleted homework now. Ciao~ my friends. =)
Cheerish every moments in your life.
Gud nite!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Quote by Edward

First tastes of love...euphoria, butterflies in your stomach, hysteria, doubt, melting heart, anticipation, etc. It's not easy to describe love. When you are in it, you feel like you wanna come out; when you don't have it, you feel like you wanna jump into one. I think we should probably not jump into one hastily, but if we're already in it, we should aim to last.


Quote by Edward

Monday, October 18, 2010

He's back!!! The other side of DOwN!

Hey guys!!! David is back!!! DAvid aRchul3t@!!!
I have been waiting for his new song for such a longgggg time! Hey yo, David! Nice to see you again! and some mOrE~ I like your new songs so much!

- Nothing gonna Break my Stride

Somehow, his new songs motivated my spirit, truely. Here's the some of the songs from his new album 'The other side of Down'. Awesome songs with wonderful lyrics.


Something 'Bout Love



Every night it’s all the same

You’re frozen by the phone


You wait, something’s changed


You blame yourself every day


You’d do it again


Every night


There’s something ’bout love


That breaks your heart


Whoa oh oh oh


It sets you free


There’s something ’bout love


That tears you up


Whoa oh oh oh


You still believe


When the world falls down like the rain


It’ll bring you to your knees


There’s something ’bout love


That breaks your heart


Whoa oh oh oh


But don’t give up


There’s something ’bout love

 When you were young


Scared of the night


Waiting for love to come along


And make it right


Your day will come, the past is gone


So take your time


And live and let live


Don’t fight


Don’t hide


Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)


Let em’ shine tonight


Let em’ shine tonight





The Other Side of Down




Here I am with all these questions hanging from my ceiling low



And one day they'll keep telling me I told you so


Everywhere I turn I see red lights flashing over my head


Oh no, oh no, oh no


In a whirl-wind spinning yeah somehow it knocked me off my feet


But I know better than to let it get the best of me,


I could give up, I could stay stuck, I could move on






So I put one foot front of the other,


No no no nothing's gonna break my stride,


I keep climbing, gonna keep fighting until I make it to the other side of down






In the sky, Im standing under all I see is endless rain


I think I spot a silver light hiding in the grey


I might get tossed around, but I'm always bouncing back


oh.oh.oh

 
I could give up, I could stay stuck, I could move on.




Things Are Gonna Get Better


Yeah, yeah. Mmm hmm.

Everybody's got a time in their life


When everything hurts and nothing's right.


But you gotta walk on, yeah you gotta walk on.






Everybody's got a piece of their heart


That's been stepped on and torn apart.


But you gotta move on, yeah you gotta walk on.






Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,


Sometimes, all you feel is pain, but,


Things keep floating by on that river in the night.






But I know things are gonna get better,


 Everybody's got that one regret, no matter how they try, they can't forget.


But you gotta move on, yeah you gotta move on.


And everybody's got someone they've lost,


And they can't believe they're really gone.


But you gotta live on, yeah you gotta live on.






Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,


Sometimes, all you feel is pain, but,






Things keep floating by on that river in the night.



But I know things are gonna get better,


And I know things are gonna be fine.


And I know things are gonna get better.


Life is gonna get better, yeah we're gonna be fine.






And I know there's hope.


I see it in your eyes.


So take me, touch me.


Cause with a little bit of love, we can win the fight.


With a little bit of love we can see the light.


With a little bit of love it'll be alright.



Walk, walk, walk the line and,


keep, keep, keep walking on.


Keep, keep, keep walking on.



Insteed of listening to those emo songs, i'd recommend you the songs in his new album. Absorb the lyrics and enjoy his music, it will buck you up for sure. =)

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

只是突然的难过。 我还是会输不起他们的盘问, 刚才。 就只是刚才。。

爸妈, 你们真的很支持我, 我会继续加油努力, 用不放弃。 我不想再每个句子的前面加上‘差一点’。 其实我发现还是需要他人支持的, 但我也不会因为他人的不认同后悔退缩。 我放弃不应该属于我的一百, 为了得到没有任何 ‘差一点’ 的两百, 三百。。

好了, 不难过了。 加油, 我会继续加油, 我还是会继续维持乐观努力。

Sunday, October 10, 2010

这个秋天

染了一头红褐色的头发, 修了修发型, 我就是喜欢这样, 换发型就是换个心情。 全新的姿态, 继续上路。



最近的我很好, 只是偶尔忙于学业, 偶尔会熬夜, 偶尔工作, 偶尔开心, 偶尔难过, 偶尔因为考试压力心情低落, 偶尔因为考试的成绩雀跃失落, 偶尔学游泳, 偶尔学吉他, 上上网。。

前几天领了寿司店的薪水, 薪水比我想象中的低许多, 心中有小小的失落感。 更深深地体会到赚钱不容易。 也在附近的餐馆打了一份工。 上星期朋友介绍我到 midvalley 当 promoter, 薪资还不错的, 面试后, 下星期六就开工了。 嗯, 换份对自己好处较多的工作是值得的。 学业我也在努力着, 试着调整自己的时间观念, 因为担心应付不了这么多。 时间开始变得紧迫, 跟朋友出游逛街的次数减少了许多, 一方面也是为了省钱吧。 快要进入19岁了, 很多东西还是需要依靠父母, 例如学费。 其实难免会有少许愧疚感的。



‘碰到的事每一天都不同, 有的给我眼泪, 有的给我笑容; 遇见的人每一天都不同,偶尔失去什么, 偶尔学到什么。 ’ 好贴切的歌词。

还有六十天就是期末考了, 必须加把劲才行。




昨天和宥福出街买东西,我们从一见面就聊个不停, 非常开心。 买了支手表, 一副眼镜和两件衣服。 两件简单的 T-shirt, 再加上有优惠。



一个人单身久了,就不想去恋爱,会感觉朋友越来越重要;
一个人单身久了,就变得成熟起来,会比以前越来越爱父母;
一个人单身久了,就买很多鞋子,会独自去很多很远的地方旅游.

现在的我, 找不到伴, 可是还是想用这个空档好好地享受单身生活。 爱情, 先放一边吧, 毕竟我还不够成熟于爱情。 最近也没什么想谈恋爱, 说真的。 或许是每遇到吧, 也或许是没时间。 在乎自己, 爱自己, 这就是我学习到的教训。




哈哈, 自拍。 我不是自恋, 只是偶尔喜欢看看自己的模样啊。。


我的驾驶执照过期了。。糟糕。。


很快的, 这学期就会结束了, 2010 年也进入了尾声, 我也即将迈入 19 岁。 保持开朗的心, 继续前进。 这就是长大的过程。 继续加油, 刘忠万! =)

超棒的一首歌!

两个人的荒岛